No point explaining since you alr have a mindset!
you've alr said, i treat this friendship btwn us is a play!
wht can i say! wht can i say!
i really wna stop all this and shut up!
okay! i dnt wna talk alr!
i'm tired! th reason why i dnt wna be w you its bcos you havent really clearly break th r/s btwn you and her!
and our age gap! wht you've said in th past?
you've said tht you dnt wna be w me cos you might afraid wht people might say outside,
since you're afraid, thn let it be!
you and i knw tht you have different faces whenever you speak or handle a problem,
i'm tired alr, you've fooled me enough,
scolding me, this and tht, you've said tht you're tired being w me,
wht about me?
I JUST WNA STOP ALL THESE AND SHUT TH FCUK UP!
I'VE HAD ENOUGH!

I'm hmeeeeeee! ;D
must be wondering why am i hme as my previous post was in blogged in th office right!
ha! Cos i'm sick thts why i'm hme,
went t plaza, saw HAZELLOW! ;D
Glen,Josef and Jinghui.
ate at mac, soon sammi came,
(......)

thn went outside mac w hazel,
we've talk alot of things,
its been a long time since we've chatted about things,
ha, (: Soon, i cabbed hme as my parents are like kp-ing me....
and here i am at hme.

(Pictures in th temple(: th beautiful pond.)



To someone whom you shld knw who you are :
she is sorry for making him devastated in th past,
as they dnt knw wht are they thinking,
she admitted, she really did love him as much,
is just tht she dnt wna admit cos she's afraid he would take her for granted.
she did all those cos she dnt wnt him t treat her like how he usually treat other girls in th past.
she wanted t change him,
she didn't knw tht he is willing t change bcos of her,
she's sorry, she lied t him,
actually, she was not really in love w tht guy till he gave me up.
if tht time, they knw wht they're doing and thinking th same thing,
th ending wouldn't be like this,
and, shemissedyou too,
she can't say she dnt misses him,
somethings are not as wht as he thinks,
wht she can say is, Goodluck.

Sunday 07.11.2008


Went out w this guy here, w his sister, and peoples.
went t outram, waited for his cousin's friend t cut their hair,
ate at th nearby coffee shop,
i left them after eating, (sorry boy!)

Went t amk t meet precious and darling,
while waiting for them,
went t mos burger t grab a bite,
Same goes t them when they have reached,
bus-ed back t sengkang,
darling left us earlier,
met Weiming and Guowei, and bus-ed t my hme for mahjong,
soon, darling came,
mahjong-ed, till-ed 4am plus i think?
cabbed t buangkok w darling, precious and weiming,
ate, rot thr, till 6am i think?
cabbed again t precious's hse,
he changed, thn cabbed back t my place,
napped a little while,
when t th temple, pray and stuffs w parents and precious,
(Will upload th pictures soon as i'm in my office blogging, heh)
went t th amk wet market t have our breakfast,
parents left me and precious at hougang,
cabbed hme,
and napppppppppppppppppppppppeddddddddddddd,

TILLL!

TOHSINGGUI CALLED ME CAN!
call me and said"wake up.........! wake up............!"
kept on saying th same thingy.
zzzzzzzzz.
asked me t take his dog,
i did took it, but i gave it back t him due t stupid problems.
sorry boy, anyway,
went t hougang t meet xin and his friends,
headed t bugis,
waited for people t cme,
some went t buy th movie tickets,
cracked lots of jokes thr can! ha,
especially tht LESTER.
ha(: stupid joker, (:
went t pool-ed.
after tht, went t one of th coffee shop t eat.
movie-d Bolt. super funny! ;D
everybody was like freezing cold can!
ha, rot outside bugis,
soon, i went back due t some stupid problems again.
anyway, i had fun (:
Loves. (:

Went out w Sandy, Shermin and Yvonne,
k-box at cine, walked around town area,
saw alot of yan daos... haas!
mrt-ed t bugis, sandy left,
bought a top and tube.
ate dinner at big bird, bus-ed t hougang,
daddy fetched me, thn hme(:
Will update pictures at Shermin's blog,
haha! Shermin, XIN KU NI LE!
ha, sorry, i lazy :x

Chatting w xxin and peacepeace at th same time.
ha, cartoon sial (:

ha, realised tht thrs no sisters i can rely on,
i mean except for sandy, yvonne and hazel,
although they are not really my "sisters".
but they mean alot t me(:
i've known 3 of them for about 2 years.
had really fun memories w each of them.

Hazel, memories when we go crazy in compass point,
will be thr for each other no matter wht happens, though
both of us has confilcts btwn us.
Yvonne, being by my side when i've lost someone.
cheering me up all th time.
Sandy, zoooo. ha, and those xoxo times.

others, no. some treat you good in th beginning,
and once they have found their love or new friends,
they just smack their butt and fcuk care you.
lying is all they can do t fcuk care you.
telling you some nonsense, just t make you a stand-by friend.
GIVE UP.

ha, i'm working and i'm blogging,
suddenly have th mood t blog, heh.
th next post would be th overdue post.
heh.

knowing tht you can be together w th one you love,
really hurts.
i dnt wna knw more,
i just wnt you t be by my side,
alrights?

To precious:
i know you are quite upset w me,
but, i'm sorry alright?
i promise tht i'll try t change,
give me time. i promise i will.
you are th most precious person in my life,
th one who knws me best and wht i'm thinking.
iloveyou!

{{{edited}}}

just finished working, damn shagg.
i keep doing th wrong things,
and keep giving people more and more things t do.
damn fcuked up. i really wna give up.
i really wna tell tell daddy tht i dnt wna work alr.
Whts wrong w me!
AHHHHHHH!


I WNA CRY OUT LOUD!!!!!!!!!!

29.11.2008

Went t tampinies mall w weiming and sammi,

Bought heels,jackets and make-ups(:

Reached sengkang at around 8plus,

slacked at alley w sammi till 9 plus,

bus-ed hme, moses's at my place,

showered, and evrything, took cab t fetch precious,

thn t dua(:

Wakakakakakakas!
Currently working and texting TOHSINGUI!
WAKAKAKAKAKAKAS!
Finally managed t contact him, ha~!
After so long, i'm veh glad tht, we still can entertain each other in a childish way,
ha, tohsinguitohsinguitohsingui.ahboyahboyahboy ;D
Wakakakakakas, loves.

This would be my world without you,
filled with tears, black and white,
Just to tell you, i'm really missing you.

我好好好想念宝贝，
我不希望什么，
只想看到你的笑容，
就满足了，不理我也好，
我只想看到你，因为我想你想到快要疯了。